Just sitting...

My momma always told me,
I had a heart of gold,
I was out of money,
And it had to go.

I've always been adrifting,
Never stayed in just one place,
And now here I'm sitting,
Breathing in the myst of a daze.

My mind begins to ponder,
On all the wrongdoings and the good deeds,
And so I wonder,
Why do the good die young and the bad grow like weeds?

These thoughts, like water,
Put my firey heart out,
The bad have all the power,
And the good only own smoke and doubts.

I've almost lived out my days,
Waiting to sing a song,
Now at last today,
It's finnaly being sung.

I've been walking for so long now,
My legs gave in,
I'm just gonna stay sitting down,
'Till fate says it's time for me to get on going.

And so my mind begins to ponder,

On all the wrongdoings and the good deeds,

And so I wonder,

Why do the good die young and the bad grow like weeds?

These thoughts, like water,

Put my firey heart out,

The bad have all the power,

And the good only own smoke and doubts.

Take me home

Nothing but empty streets,
Dirty beds of lust covered with lying white sheets,
One great hall of broken hearts and misery,
Most of us are lonely, some are happy,
Wotta way to live.

Come on, come on,
Just take me back,
Take me home,
To a place I belong,
Don't think I wanna be here anymore,
My mind's done.

I'm slipping deeper in this hole,
Remember way back when I felt I had a soul,
Now the warmth of the sun does nothing for me, I'm always cold,
A coward breathes behind this mask of bold.

Come on, come on,

Just take me back,

Take me home,

To a place I belong,

Don't think I wanna be here anymore,

My mind's done.

I'm Paranoid!

My heart just,
Skipped a beat,
It's getting harder,
For me to breathe,
I'm stuck in between,
What I see and feel,
I can no longer,
Tell fake from real.

It's coming down,
I feel it burying my mind,
Six feet underground,
I'm running outta time.

The lights go out in my head,
I might as well be dead,
Don't know what I'm doing,
Don't know what I'm saying
Help me fill the void,
In my head 'fore it's too late,
I'm losing it, I'm paranoid.

Everything starts.
Quaking inside,
My conscience goes,
Looking for a place to hide,
It's coming for me,
Then I'm coming for you,
You can run or bleed,
It's up to you.

It's tearing me apart,
You can no longer trust my heart,
Temporarily without soul,
I'm out cold.

The lights go out in my head,

I might as well be dead,

Don't know what I'm doing,

Don't know what I'm saying

Help me fill the void,

In my head 'fore it's too late,

I'm losing it, I'm paranoid.